is it over yet

important!

hey guys! would anyone be interested if i put out a poetry book? it’ll include topics about:

mental health

love and loss

childhood trauma

society and growing up, bullying, that sorta thing

ed, sh

learning what happiness is

if anyone wants me to put out a couple samples on here i def def can! please interact with this!! i have a love and passion for writing and i think there are many other mentally ill teenagers who would benefit and enjoy reading my work!

shekilledherself (1 N) 3:31 am

#poetry #book #poetry book #writing #promo #self promo #mental health #therapy book #childhood trauma #tw book #tw ed #tw sh #writing a book #my writing #please interact #pls interact #pls reblog #pls give this notes #pls give me feedback

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shekilledherself 2:43 am

#i need to blow something up #someone pass me a fucking gun

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shekilledherself 2:41 am

#feeling: ready to eat the medicine cabinet

honeypleasejustkillme:

“that’s ok i understand!!!!” but it actually made me sick to my stomach

honeypleasejustkillme (6973 N) 1:29 am

caixadefotos:

caixadefotos (3987 N) 1:17 am

houseof1000cokebags:

houseof1000cokebags (226 N) 1:16 am

shekilledherself:

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shekilledherself (2 N) 4:11 pm

#the only reason i am not currently suicidal is for the hope of us coming back together again #gonna keep it so real this man gave me a reason to look forward to the future

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shekilledherself (2 N) 4:05 pm

#vent time #it happened #like two weeks ago #there is so much going on in my head #it was a really really sad and painful but bittersweet breakup #we still love each other so much #but we’re too young to completely settle down #if the both of us aren’t married by 30 i will make sure he puts a ring on me #we laid together for a very long time and just head each other and cried together and wipes away each others tears #we made the promise to not wait for each other but i am waiting for him because that’s what you do when you are in love #we’ve still been hanging out and talking and having sex #but last night he unfollowed me on instagram and i know it sounds stupid but that’s when reality punched me in the gut #it didn’t feel like we were broken up until this week when he finally changed his lock screen and then last night unfollowing me and taking #me out of his bio #i guess it’s so upsetting to me because it made me feel so special being the only person besides uzi that he follows #i want to have this man’s babies #i want to start a family with him and go to pta meetings and do grownup couple shit #why is that so hard #my gut instinct is telling me though that he’s the one for me and i just need to be patient and hold on #and so i am #i know it’ll come back i just need to wait which fucking sucks #he’s gonna go fuck around with other girls and realize that none of them will ever be as good as me #no other girl is gonna love him so deeply and care for him and be as devoted as i am #plus no other girl will ever give him sloppy like i do #there will never be another girl that will drop absolutely everything to cater to him #never be another girl who’s main priority is him and making him happy #not in this day and age #he will realize i am the one for him #i know he will #anyways i’m just going thru it

gloompacifist:

gloompacifist (35 N) 3:56 pm

leafsea:

leafsea (685 N) 2:34 am

borderlinebaby420:

i’ve literally been praying for god to kill me since like 2016 seriously

borderlinebaby420 (224 N) 2:03 am